I'm pretty scared to lose you
But even more to stay
I'm making plans to deal with myself
But still won't find the way
Watch me I'm buying time
Finding lies to describe you
It's time for us to refind trust
Cause I messed up for you
I messed up for you
I screwed up for you
I messed up for you

Been busy trying to get me 
To be some sort of help
But since you don't wish to write about me
Well I'll do so myself
Search me I'm hiding while 
I'm buying time to deny you
It's time for us to refind trust
Cause I messed up for you
I messed up for you
I screwed up for you
I messed up for you
I screwed up for you
I messed up for you