Apparently disposed 

but when I just don't know 

everything is different now. 

Appearing in your clothes 

you saved from long ago 

and wore for me to see 

just what I had to leave. 

The words you can translate 

while I self medicate 

through the passing year 

so you will disappear. 

My breath is what you stole. 

Part of me got so old 

everything just happens now. 

Before I stop to die 

I'll measuer my life by 

what I never had 

and what I gave to you. 

The words you can translate 

while I self medicate 

through the passing year 

so you will disappear 

The promise that you broke 

is passing through your throat 

and out of such a pretty mouth. 

I believe it so 

but feelings of control 

always leave my mind 

it happens all the time. 

The words you can translate 

while I self medicate 

through the passing year 

so you will disappear