Today things change i've been so fuckin' scared Since i picked up the phone

Trying to escape from me

My heart i can't think straight

on the beach waves so free

And so calm like a lake

And like me i'm so dead awake



and i hold on to what i got 

For as long as I can

But now it's fallen

Apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

That I wont see you again



And i hold on to what got

For as long as i can

And now it's fallen apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

It seems like you're here with me

I just wanna see you again



Today things change

Why couldn't it be you

When I picked up the phone

The things i'd say

If i could have known

You won't be there

When i got home



Looking for answers why

It's so real it's not fake

And why am I so dead awake



and i hold on to what i got 

For as long as I can

But now it's fallen

Apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

That I wont see you again



And i hold on to what got

For as long as i can

And now it's fallen apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

It seems like you're here with me

I just wanna see you again



Please just one more time

I wanna say good-bye

Ill wait for you

I'm not scared

I promise not to cry



and i hold on to what i got 

For as long as I can

But now it's fallen

Apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

That I wont see you again



And i hold on to what got

For as long as i can

And now it's fallen apart in my hand

And it's so hard to understand

It seems like you're here with me

I just wanna see you again