suicide (no will to live) 

so called afterlife (does it exist) 

depression, aggression locked up inside 

is life worth living (it's time to decide) 



your demise, a razor's touch 

were things really that fucked 



burn as you cease to exist 

you leave your body a vapor of mist 

departure enter the unknown 

horrified as the journey continues 

relentless pleas of agony 

visions of grotesques deformities 

remembrance of forgotten memories 

to dwell and rot in purgatory 

I shall never rest peacefully 

in this world of never ending insanity 



forever my soul to be condemned 

misery and suffering (it will never end) 

the shadow of flames by 

restored to flesh and bone 

which mortal birth bestowed upon me 



witnessing what no man should see 

I have learned to live is to be free 

to die by my own hand is blasphemy 

now granted amnesty 

to be spared and shown mercy