can?t be controlled any longer
 theres only guilt,there is no feeling of beauty left
 what was so free is getting locked up
 emotion-motion is dead stopped
 there?s just remorse,there is no hunger,no craving left
 but I see what you mean-I wish I was 16

 I?m not there ,only choking
 it shuts down when I?m toking
 on the air,the musky odors of yesterday
 only numb,growing colder
 don?t need heat to make this solder
 feels like I?m rustin g from this apathic decay
 but I know how it feels to be underneath those heels..

 now I?ve got nothing more to say
 and I got burned on the way
 you drugged me ,fed me ,
 took me with you to whereever you?d go;
 you swallowed me whole