this must be it

welcome to the new year

the drinks were consumed

the plants were destroyed and the hors d'oeuvres dismantled

i'm not smiling behind this fake veneer

i am often interrupted or completely ignored

but most of all i'm bored

i'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning

lackluster and full of contempt when it always ends the same

why won't she listen to me

why did i come

oh why did i come here

these humans all suck

i'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely

i'm not trying to sound so insincere

but the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads "wish you were here"

how i wish i could disappear

i'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning

lackluster and full of contempt and it always ends the same

heads up

damage control

there's a ring around her finger

last chance for changing lanes and you missed it by a mile

why won't you listen to me

this must be it

welcome to the new year