to see you again, to hold you in embrace 

to feel hope again, to hold it and embrace 

the memory of your eyes, the memory i've sought 

but i won't find it ever cause all that's left is lost 



you stood before me 

and i forgot to breathe 



now those days are gone, i'm hurting everyone 

but i can't take back all i've said and done 

so now i lay here restless, alone i am distraught 

i've chosen my own ways and all that's left is lost 



i wish this pain would leave, 

i wish i couldn't breathe