I wish I could sleep forever 
never to awake to another day
Never to shed a borrowed tear
Never remember your face 
in eternal rest I stay 
quickly surfacing from our days
Leaving all the lies behind
looking back I'm so alone

I will never turn 
away from my mind's 
can live one more time

I'm loaded and wasted 
so tired of this
Here I go once again for the unknown

Spit in my eye 
as she sleeps broken and used
Sweat on skin sealed with a bruise
Sin and sex glow in her eyes
I scratch her surface from inside