I'm in a state of despair

Nothing seems to fit my mind

And although I can't be there

I still know that there's a place for someone just like me

Will I ever wake up

Wake up to see the box I'm in

Will I ever stand up

I'm standing on the edge of inability

And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body

All these demons that I carry deep inside

The changing faces forces me to leave the traces

Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind

Oh I know that I have

Done this once or twice before

The names are still a blur

I'm arrogantly close to falling of the edge

I know I'm not insane

Though my head hurts on the inside

The images disturb me

I know I'm not insane, I'm not what they call me

They're no good - still surrounding me

Forcing my actions upon me

The blood just paints my world

They're no good - still surrounding me

Forcing my actions upon me

They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox

And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body

All these demons that I carry deep inside

The changing faces forces me to leave the traces

Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind

Now will I ever wake up

Wake up to see the box I'm in

Will I ever stand up

I'm standing on the edge of inability

Now is this a failure

My project kill is rigth awake

I'm all burned out from pressure

My thoughts have brought me to my knees

Awake in pain

They're no good - still surrounding me

Forcing my actions upon me

The blood just paints my world

They're no good - still surrounding me

Forcing my actions upon me

They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox