I am awake and I'm ashamed

I am afraid that I'm always without you

I cannot speak and I can't breathe

I cannot sleep and I can't dream without you

And I'll memorize your face

We are ok

According to the news today

And you missed this place before you went away

And what would you say if there was some way to rewind

I'd see your face at least a thousand times

Everyday

You are somewhere but I'm not there

You re everywhere but I'm nowhere without you

All of this time I've been thinking of you

We've been drifting away from this everyday

And all that I have I would give it to you

But you only see in your shades of gray

What do the headlines say to you