[M. Baumhauer]



An observation, a thought, I'm overcome by fear

Like a sign in her face I'm not able to ask



Like a growing river of jealousy inside me

Rising out of nothing eating into my thinking



I know

I'm overcome by these feelings

It's easy to get into such a whirlpool

Like a trap slowly built up by itself



Soon these are the only feelings that control me

Probably wrong conclusions are buzzing inside my head



I see

How I'm slowly losing my self-control

Slipping through my spread-out fingers like sand

It's wrong to regard these things like that



I know what I wanna do now

What there is to do

But it's just a load

Burdened by myself



You only know you are guilty

He is able to understand me



I think to know what eyes tell

Your miserable thoughts are growing



Now I'm looking back and realize

That everything was unfounded and nothing



But sometimes pain is like water

Rising out of nothing and getting out of hand