There are times she cries when I do wonder why, we're all so afraid to die.
See her eyes getting wet by the third sigarett. 
Politely I ask her why?
There's so many people around me, and it tears me apart.
Seems I can't commit at all without breaking someones heart.
And when I'm alone at the end of the day, there's no one to see if I'm ok.

And I do care for you she says kissing my cheek.
But you'll be gone by the end of the week.
And if I were to wait for someone like you, then I have to give up what I do.

I might hate myself for telling you this.
But you're not enough, she says biting her lip.
You might think I'm a coward, that I haven't the nerve,
but I'm not what you deserve.