my last avalanche of senses buried me

helped me construct defenses secretly

showed my myself broken buried under the wreckage

slow learner

thats right

trial and error

panda

punchbag

quick while no-one is looking

swing and keep your eyes open

now, there's nothing wrong with tension and release

this is swell

check out those cheekbones

this is not the first time i've let you down

no, you weren't to know

i forgot to mention

it was written across my face

you weren't meant to notice anything was different

just when i thought i had control, you show up

just when i thought i'd heard it all, you show up

just when i didn't hurt at all, you show up

point and laugh

this is swell

vacuum packed

i saw it all double back run while you still can

point and laugh

if i were you, double check

i tend to contradict

almost everything i say to you

guessing games 

dry advice

guess again

i know you know better

yeah ya do

i'll keep you safe

at arms length

run for it 

i'm cut up

its not what you think