I'm talking 2 myself again whispers little noises

even when I'm stoned I'm hearing voices

arguing decisions with these petty little bitches

who won't leave me alone

itching in my throat 2 speak these things I think I shouldn't say

U shouldn't stay just let me go I told U so jus get away

now U know I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK



I've sniffed smoked copped coke

spent my life in a cloud of smoke coughed choked overdosed

woke up in a hospital and I thought it was destiny

2 die with a needle next 2 me

be like mommy U can't calm me I've made a fuckin mess of me

I'm so depressed I'm burning I'm obsessed with me

jus turnin in my sleep its hurting as I bleed I think I cut too deep



I wanna sedate I'm bottlin hate and I'm filled up with rage

I've fallen from grace somebody take me away cuz

I'm filled up with rage



No more ether spoons or glass half moons

huffing glue in crowded rooms I'm so consumed

with my psychiatrist who sparks psychotic fits

with pills and pills and pillsa shit

Substances 4 illnesses hurry quick go get my kit

I need a muthafuckin fix





Here I go anotha bend anotha binge with my syringe

where I've been I've no idea what's tangled in my dirty hair

strip me down 2 vacant stare little girl alone and scared

knowing that I need U there but U don't care

I hate U like I hate myself I will erase U as U cradle me in filth

Holy Spirit Holy Ghost noose is tied up 2 the post

pulsing blood is rushing Lord I'm coming karma comatose



I wanna sedate I'm bottlin hate and I'm filled up with rage

I've fallen from grace somebody take me away cuz

I'm filled up with rage



I feel like dying I feel like dying I feel like dying

I feel like dying dying I feel like dying fuckin dying

I feel like dying dying dying dying dying

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die

DIE