The scene of the crime on sunset and vine 
flying on lines and two dollar wine 
at 2: 39 room 239 sirens wailing off in my mind
or maybe im just too fucking high 
i'll never know why life of a fiend obsessive obscene blowing off steam 
with no self esteem im starting to scream
i'm paranoid, i need some air, i need to stand over the edge 
cause i don't really fucking care about myself 
cause i was the one who was born in this hell
now im in hotels huffing narcotics
shit is so hopeless drunk alcoholics junkies
mum you fucked me now im alone and nobody cares or loves me 
heart of a stone and everyone knows im a druggie life is ugly
dear god can i please have a sec of your time 
i'm outta my mind this time i'm paralyzed
and it's still i that i despise woooo oh sadness drips into my days and shizo flips of purple haze
purple haze
i've seen comatoses from drug overdoses 
i'm drowning in vodka feels like it's ocean 
we're oceans apart and now i have no one nothing weak cause part of me's crushing fucking destruction my head is concussing i'm in the abyss clenching my fist 
now i wanna die, no, i wanna live 
cause death has been on me since i was a kid
and i'm still standing on these church steps with my heartbeat pounding through my chest, praying to god playing with death and this hatred has my mindset
on 2 matches 
and a can of gas burning off my skin to hide my darkest days and sins of the past and broken glass in my nightmares when you're not there 
but you're never there 
and i can't fight it in the mirror see you everywhere
and i still spit at my refection and this wickedness rejection vicious cycles bad intentions my demise
and its still i that i despise woooo oh sadness drips into my days and schizo flips of purple haze
purple haze
junkies alone in this world whooo oh
oh sadness drips into my days and shizo flips of 
purple haze 
purple haze
crushing fucking destruction my head is concussing im in the abyss clenching my fist now i wanna die, no, i wanna live 
cause death has been on me since i was a kid