If I could start this again

One more chance to keep myself from slipping

From the beginning to the end

Would I face the things that I've stopped feeling?



Tearing at my mind

Still can't find release

Fuck this sore inside my head

Wishing I was dead

So rip the bandage off

And see what's underneath

Picking at the scab

Giving me some relief



Here lies heaven

Here lies hell

Both in me

In between hope and reason

Incomplete

But I still can't find relief



So rip the bandage off

And see what's underneath

Picking at the scab

Giving me some relief