I can feel it pumping through my veins 

I can feel my mind is off again 

I can feel it cutting through the pain 

And I like it 


I can't change the way things are 

And I can't make you love me 

And I like it, why do I like it? 


Blind me I don't want o see this 

Leave me I don't want your kindness 

Numb me I don't want to feel it 

My life is wasting away 


So tell me sir with the bible in your hand 

How can your God ever love this worthless man? 

A man so low, who can't even love himself 

With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf 


I can't save myself today 

I can't change my evil ways 

I can't ever be the same 

And I like it, why do I like it? 


You can't imagine all the pain 

You can't make this go away 

Please sir can you find a way 

How do I like it? My life needs to change