Restless in my bones, too much lead

in my belly, oh

Into my headphones the thrill

of a hunter's song



As I look through the train and

the window and the raindrops

I get rid of a ghost haunting me 



Every move used to be so slow,

trying to be like you

Any sign couldn't let me know,

'cause I had to see it through 



I never thought I could get out

of this crowded hell

'Cause I'm not alone, I ain't the only one

Drowning in doubt,

hiding in my shell

If you could only see that

I am bearing all this fight

To be honest on every side 



Every move used to be so slow,

trying to be like you

Any sign couldn't let me know,

'cause I had to see it through 



That's what you get when you sacrify

your kid inside

To be someone you will never be

And I will never be like that.