I wanna be sober, but I love getting high

Wanna give it a hundred percent, but I'm too afraid to try

I wanna be faithful, but love hooking up with randos

I wanna live by the law, but still think like a vandal

I wanna get exercise, but I'm too lazy to workout

I want all the finer things, but don't wanna go to work now

I wanna go outside, take my family to the beach

I wake up in the morning, first thing I do is look at a screen, at a screen



[Pre-Chorus: Macklemore]

Wanna live freely, why isn't it so easy?

I should read a book, but I keep watching this TV

And I know this lifestyle doesn't really feed me

I just tune out to the voice inside that's speaking



[Chorus: Dan Caplen]

All my little problems keep on building up and building up

All my good intentions just ain't good enough to find the love

So I smoke until my lungs are full

Drink until I lose my cool

Apology's my middle name and one day, I will change

But I'm okay with who I am today

I'm okay with who I, who I am today