i wish i could understand

could figure out

what makes me fly

and what makes me fall

it would be so simple

if i could handle

what makes me freeze

and what makes me glow



and now i

run out of patience

wanna throw out the window

things that i can't hold

just to show you

'cause i'm not interested

to know what i am

in your eyes and your mind

i'm for shure not that one



if you want to carry me

you can always do that

if you if you if you want

watch out i'll be heavy



i wish i could understand

could figure out

what makes me sink

what makes me rise

it would be so simple

if i could handle

what makes it pointless

what makes it whole