[Verse 1]

What am I supposed to feel? If you can tell it than let 

it be known,

I'm trying to cope with my emotions and sever what's 

gone,

I think back to when Jeremy Jack died, and I looked in 

his mother's eyes,

And I could still hear Beverly moan.

That was the first time seein' my father cryin',

Lightning struck twice on the night that they murdered 

Brian.

My only blessin' was followin' Mama's lessons,

And I can hear her screamin' down 'Baby, you better be 

strong!'

Good advice bubble,

But it's only so long that I can go on, before I do 

find trouble.

Or trouble finds me, feel like I'm dreamin',

I gotta deal with these Demons, tell 'em 'Devil you 

better be gone!'

And find another home. Am I neglecting my family?

I contemplate on whether I did my brother wrong,

Or did my sisters bad, because we had different Dads,

In this fucked up world, tryin' to weather the storm.



[Hook]

So tell me whatchu waitin' on,

Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,

I can only deal with so much pain,

I fucked around and got stuck in the rain,

Will I make it home?



So tell me whatchu waitin' on,

Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,

I can only deal with so much pain,

I fucked around and got stuck in the rain.



[Verse 2]

I never smoked weed or drank alcohol, to stress I'm a 

factor,

Does that discredit my talent, make me less of a 

rapper?

I'm less appealin' unless I'm peelin' some rollin' 

paper,

Or would it show I had swag, would it motivate ya?

To want to buy an album, I'm feelin' this lies bitter.

Cause when you get some money, you tryin' to get high, 

swisher.

When shit change, then people chase after fame,

And haters think I'm to blame, but I feel a different 

vibe nigga.

I'm not immune to the sinnin and seein' shrugs,

But I gotta stop fallin' for women I meet in clubs,

And I know I'm in no moral position to be a judge,


But I never thought expressin' my feelings could be a 

drug.

I can't, keep goin' on like I'm goin' on,

Cryin', complainin' none of these women I've moved 

forward on.

And it's so annoyin', I'm tryin' to get back with my 

last girl,

I'm stuck in this mad world.



[Hook]

So tell me whatchu waitin' on,

Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,

I can only deal with so much pain,

I fucked around and got stuck in the rain,

Will I make it home?



So tell me whatchu waitin' on,

Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,

I can only deal with so much pain,

I fucked around and got stuck in the rain.



[Verse 3]

Okay, lately I've been feelin' like I'm wasting my 

time,

Like there's, nothing here to occupy the space in my 

mind,

Except the empty void, nothing can feel, nothing 

fulfills,

What's lackin' except rappin', see, nothing is real.

I said some things about a rapper I spit in a harsh 

rhyme,

Not to say I take it back, can't cover a crossed line.

But when he lost his mother, I thought it was all fine,

Couldn't understand his pain until after I lost mine.

How, ironic a situation can become,

And why is it I've never met a woman I can reach some,

Sort of understandin', the more demandin' they get,

The more I push 'em away, the more they think I'm a 

dick,

Lord,

Is it me? Will I ever see the lights?

Ski told me a pretty woman equals misery for life.

Now I'm thinkin' he was right,

Addicted to bad girls, until I give 'em up,

I'm stuck in this, Mad World.



[Hook]

So tell me whatchu waitin' on,

Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,

I can only deal with so much pain,

I fucked around and got stuck in the rain,

Will I make it home?



So tell me whatchu waitin' on,

Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,

I can only deal with so much pain,

I fucked around and got stuck in the rain.