i can't express my level of conviction.  i can't explain this sudden change of mind.  it's not coincidence or contradiction.  we've all got brains and i'm gonna use mine now.  why can't we just get together?  thoughts can be realized.  you've been searching all your life.  that's something we can all sympathize.  stand your ground, never let it get you down.  it's all too often we stop before we want to.  it's such a shame to see a dream die.  it's not an option to trade yours for another life.  so it shouldn't be a choice not to try.