why can't i help.  my opinion dig it's way out.  my opinion and i, we are separate entities these days.  no one sets me on fire like you.  nothing punctures completely through.  i've taken all that i can take.  i'm sick of lying to myself.  one more day of this and i'll crack.  i can't keep on pretending it's okay.  it's time to work my way out of this self-sprung trap.  it's a matter of will.  it's an internal dilemma.  now i've got an evil twin, and time is wearing thin.