I finally moved out my momma house

Got a happy home

Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (Gone forever man)

Listen up this is real shit (Real shit)

It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (Fucked up)

Give my last so my grandma can see me now (See me now)

Smilin tellin everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)

T-Lady hold on all I got is you (Mama)

It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through

What's happenin Ivory I know you lookin down watchin me

Everyday I got yo kids fresh from head to feet (All of em)

Wish I can put u in the bentley with the brown [?]

I wish we never would've went out to that club

On the road to riches mane lost a flock of niggas

[?] a whole block of niggas

Niggas bite the hand that feed em I done seen it all

Jus got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin dawg



I never thought this pain last this many years

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years



I lost my daddy in a heartbeat

Real talk eyes turnin right in front me

Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me

Pray for me cause I shake in my fuckin sleep

Wish [? ]

I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him nigga

I told [? ] way back stop ridin with ya pack

He ain't listen

And now my nigga right back in penitentury he don't listen

I lost Ivory and it fucked me up

My whole life changed

Nigga put me up in beast mode

My heart cold

And as the years role

I wish that he could have everything I got

And a lil mo'

Yo kids love me nigga

My kids and yo kids call each other sistera and brothers

You forever my lil hustler

Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot nigga and a tear dropped nigga



I never thought this pain last this many years

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years



Seem like it was yesterday

The mo money I get this shit hurt

I thought that would take the stress away

To see u smilin with yo chain countin money nigga

When Trina pulled you on stage you was stuntin nigga

But through it all mane you kno how we rock nigga

From the yo to the block to the hospital

Never again would I have another big dawg

But ya mama and kids I got em all but I



I never thought this pain last this many years

I... I never thought this pain last this many years

Still in tears

I... I never thought this pain last this many years