i'm having trouble seeing through the haze I try and 

clear the fog away from my memory of those days I fought so hard

to make it through the rain it sickens me to look at you

all i see is pain i can't dare hold my stare i look at you

and all i remember how easy i lose how quick comes failure

i cry open up the sky now i look and don't know what to say

i look above with questions of long forgotten days

i cant forget past pain i felt the sun will shine and all of the

ice will melt never again not this time never bring me down

with your hateful selfish lies i rip the blackness from the sky

and pray for light to fill my eyes