The world is calmingly collapsing 

and seizures of panic burn me 

I'm paralyzed with amazement 

Life has no color 

nor scent 

Without taste or warmth 



It's vivid yet gray 

I have sunk to the bottom 



Colored reality 

that lasts for a night 

Pulling you through another day 

Fills your soul 

with false excitement 



It doesn't get any better this 

nor worse 

A glimpse to the past 

can release a fair share of treasures 



What i've considered to be bliss 



Illusions 

Fantasies 

Lies 



It will all end up in betrayal 

but you won't feel it 



Sweet words to soften your pride 

A smile to smite you down 

and a knife in the back 

to finish it up 



Oh the bliss 

upon you in your sleep 

a poor 

pathetic lie 



And your world is calmingly collapsing 

And everything is gray 

And everybody... 

All are gray... 



Flowing with the mass 

to the sewers of life 

The maze of life 

The sewers of life... 



Don't beg the skies 

Answers will not come from above 

Shatter your icons 

Burn them to dust 



Bury those dead 

Common feelings are thrown aside 

Common goals are but a dream 



Now i'm the center of the universe 



No feelings nor love can stand in my ways 

I have burnt the last bridge 

which attaches me to them

I have said the last goodbyes 

I've buried most of my deeds 



I am who I am 

I am what I am 

I am no god 

I am no daemon 

I am worse 



Now bow down and take your place 

Let the orgy begin