I am far from what I've been

A new world for me to see

All precious things that I have seen

Look simple and so small to me



All banners waved are set aflame

As mountains rise in front me

No mercy and no one to blame

For the darkness I will to see



With every aspect of my soul

I am longing for relief

From this darkest certainty

I wish I could believe



Every second I seek answers

To the question that has none

That has to remain unanswered

Until we are gone



With every hour that I spend

On exploring this terrain

Fear is growing, ever onward

How long can I stand this pain?



With every aspect of my soul

I am longing for relief

From this darkest certainty

I wish I could believe



With every aspect of my soul

I am longing for relief

From this darkest certainty

I just wish I could believe



That there will be something

After bodies cease to be

The fear that there could be nothing

Is paralysing me