I give the punishment 

I take the brandishment 

I am the one so hard on me 

I am the implement 

I am the battered one 

(against? I give?) Myself to rape 

I stay out in the sun 

I am the one so pale 


Taking it all too hard 

Too serious and way too smart 

Too analytical 

Taking it on the chin? 

Holding it deep within 

Letting it hurt again 

Dare not to swell with pride 

Taking it on the chin 


Nothing here works out 

Nothing to cry about 

I've ruined it negative 

I killed it with my ? 

Clock my attention span 

The fingers of one hand 

I count down 3-2-1 

And start all over again 


Nothing here works out 

I should be more secure 

Drink in the morning sun 

My work could turn to fun 

I give the punishment 

I take the brandishment 

I am so hard on me 

I am the implement