Just when I thought things cold never be better, she 
broke the news; I tried writing her a letter. But as 
time passed on I knew that it was of no use, she 
doesn't want me, now I'm so damned confused. The hopes 
and dreams I planned for us have quickly gone and bit 
the dust. They say things turn out for the best. This 
life I own is a fucking mess. I will go on, I won't 
give up, please be a dream, I can't wake up. My life is 
such a joke to me, and everyone is laughing. I knew 
that I should have stayed. Things would be better if I 
hadn't ever gone away. It always hurt to say good-bye, 
but now I know your tears were full of lies. I knew 
that I should have stayed. Things would be better if I 
hadn't ever gone away. It always hurt to say good-bye, 
but now I know your tears were full of lies. Remember 
the time we would play that game, where I tried to get 
you to play in the rain? I gave you a piggyback ride to 
keep your feet dry. What's so wrong with being such a 
decent guy? The hopes and dreams I planned for us have 
quickly gone and bit the dust. They say things turn out 
for the best, this life I own is such a fucking mess. I 
will go on, I won't give up, please be a dream, I can't 
wake up. My life is such a joke to me, and everyone is 
laughing. Don't know why you wasted my time, Don't know 
why I called you mine. Don't know why you hurt me so 
bad. Don't know why I made you sad. Don't know why 
you're still in my thoughts. Don't know why were ever 
fought. Don't know why things ever did end. Don't know 
why we were even best friends. When we'd get off the 
phone, I'd wait to hear what you'd say. You'd say that 
you loved me, what does that mean anyway? You act like 
a stranger, like I don't know who you are. When we look 
at each other in your eyes I see your heart.