My arms are sliced up but I'm not embarrassed 

It's the only way I get attention now from my parents 

It's not like they really take the time to be caring 

They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands 

My name is ___ I got a friend named Karen

She gave me your CD with the track for Eminem 

You wrote a song called #1 fan I listened and 

I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them 

She had something even harder to be mentioning 

Like every single day I struggle just with fitting in 

Plus the boys won't give me no attention and 

I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then 

See I'm feeling like I'm wishing now that I could end 

My life cuz I'm sick and tired of all the time I spend 

Trying to figure out how I could be worth anything 

Can u help me KJ from your fan 



I'm writing this letter 

Cause I have to tell ya 

I need some help from you 

I'm writing this letter

I hope that you get it 

I need some help from you 



I live with my mom ever since my parents split 

And At home I spend my time on the Internet

Looking at porn Im addicted and I'm sick of it 

Myspace dot com is mostly where I'm getting it 

On top of that there's videos that I can watch 

And I really wanna quit but its like I can't stop 

See I'm scared that I'm just gonna get caught 

And when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughts 

And its not that I don't know that it's really wrong 

But its right there for me every time I'm logging on 

I got all your CD's I really like your songs 

Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on 

My screen name is KJ-52 is the bomb 

I want to do a website KJ rock's dot com 

I really some help cuz I can't tell my Mom

Oh by the way my real name is ___



I'm writing this letter 

Cause I have to tell ya 

I need some help from you 

I'm writing this letter

I hope that you get it 

I need some help from you 



I took the time just to write you 

We play you every Wednesday at my youth group

I love your music and we all think that you's cool 

But I been struggling ever since I moved to a new school 

See everybody thinks that I'm the perfect Christian girl

I had a hard time trying to believe that God is real

I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal 

My dad had cancer tho I prayed that God would heal 

But he died anyway so it's hard to feel 

Like he cares about me so was it God's will 

To take away my dad I really got a raw deal 

Sometimes I just want to swallow all my mom's pills 

When I pray I really doubt it 

I've lost my way or maybe I've never found it 

I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it

By the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it...



If I could write to every kid that's out there 

Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares 

I would tell them that God can wipe away tear 

And he's right near and I would say it quite clear 

Your here for a reason you're not a mistake

You are a special creation that God himself made 

To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped

You can live you can be free from your pain

And find strength and no longer be ashamed 

You can find peace and hope In Jesus name

You aint gotta live with this hurt every day

Christ came to give you life in a much better way

To every kid right now that's full of hate

And bitterness I'd tell em just to give it all away

To the one that came to take all the blame 

That's what I'd write here's what I'd say