and I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a
battlefield
oh lord I try

I walk thru sunshine rain
in every forest there's a snake
and the apple of my eye

the pain it comes and goes
I always let myself down
how does the letting go
it's just that way

it takes time a friend of mine who's fallen down a
million times
told me feelings never go away you have to learn to
live this way
and keep yourself alive that's what he said