I can't lie.  There's a hole in my life that leaves me feeling like killing, the sound of my voice.  The shrill screams aren't passing quite as fast as they used to.  I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything.  I can't die.  Some force keeps holding me up.  It doesn't take a very smart man.  Obsession I need you to want me not to want me.  You won't admit it but I'm only dragging you under.  I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything.  I wish I could grant you a way to roll back time to forget the day you ever laid those beautiful eyes on me.