I go to the places where you are 

I find you hanging out 

I paste my eyes wide open 

And I turn everything inside out 

I am turning into everything I hate 

And you are graceful and absolutely fake 

I am fake 

I hear you laughing, am I proud of you 

And I am turning into everything I hate 

And you are graceful and absolutely fake 

I hope you're proud 

I'm not changing 

I hope you're proud 

I'm not changing 

And I'm trying to be quite 

I'm trying to be quite 

It's not working