Bartender, another and make it a double

I can't go home, I'm in some kind of trouble

What started so innocently turned to sin

I can't get out, I am too deep in



Have you ever had everything you'd ever wanted

A good life, good friends and a loving companion

Take a hard look and pay real close attention

I threw it all away with reckless abandon

On a pair of caramel eyes

I found out how quickly I learned to lie

Don't judge me 'til you've walked a mile in my shoes

Things aren't always as they seem

Being with him was like falling asleep

Going home was like waking from some kind of dream

The kind that you hope never ends

But real life is not something I can suspend