I linger outside in winter's night
I can't come home, you await me inside
I rather freeze than now face the truth
This fight had nothing to do with you

Trying to swallow the words breaking through
I took myself away from you

I step ahead and come closer to the door
When the cold's getting in my core
You made me wonder why I blame
You for something myself ought to shame

It's just so easy to ignore what you said
The voice is screaming in the back of my head

Envy
Oh, my foolish pride 
Inside
This feeling it drives me mad

I know this game but not how to play
So I can't explain away
Why I suffer and make you bleed
It's because of my shattered dreams

How could I say "I envy your life
The show you lead should have been mine"

Envy
Oh my foolish pride
Eating inside
Envy
I am like a child
Not your bride
Envy
Oh my foolish pride
Eating inside
This feeling it drives me mad

I want to let go of my past
Say it to you and make it last
This fight between us, I will tell
Has now ended, the door's wide open
I'm home alone