How was I supposed to know?

How could I prepare at all?

Not a word and not a sign,

You're fed up with what I am. 

I turn back the time,

And then it's so clear that I had already lost.



I don't understand you,

I can't say I blame you,

I keep telling me I did wrong.

I never had a chance to say,

Whatever could have made you stay,

I keep thinking, 'Have to be strong.'



It's so hard it takes me out,

I am back into square one.

I am sure that you're okay,

With me ending up betrayed.



I turn back the time,

And then it's so clear that I had already lost.



I don't understand you,

I can't say I blame you,

I keep telling me I did wrong.

I never had a chance to say,

Whatever could have made you stay,

I keep thinking, 'Have to be strong.'



Everything seems so unreal,

All my thoughts cannot be told,

I just keep thinking, 'Why?'



I hope that I have found something out,

The next time I know what it's about,

I'll just have to rebuild my mind,

Collect all the parts and combine.



I don't understand you,

I can't say I blame you,

I keep telling me I did wrong.

I never had a chance to say,

Whatever could have made you stay,

I keep thinking, 'Have to be strong.'