I found myself today 

Trapped in this bed 

My hands tied, feet tied 

A hole in my head 


Nothing left inside my brain 

I don't even know my name 


I feel, I see, I smell 

This is my living hell 

What did I do, why am I here 

No answers 


What would you do, 

When all you knew is dead and gone? 

You look around 

What you see makes no sense 

Feeling strange 

You realize, you had a total blackout! 


I am still lying on this plank bed here 

My inner self filled up with fear 


A spark of memories 

Becomes a flame 

A syringe needle in my vein 


Three tubes - liquid - that hose 

The end seems very close 


I woke up for my own execution 


I can't believe that 

I will soon be dead and gone 

The drugs work, make me weak 

Make me dead 

Feeling tired 

I realize, I'll have a total blackout!