The day god closed her eyes

my mother says

she felt 

twenty angels

that came through the window and helped him to fly

my sisters wept and I stepped

further from faith

the most beautiful sky turned to grey

but hey - the memories seem real

it抯 been years since I抳e prayed 

still insisting

that I don抰 want to feel

like you feel 

I set it all on fire

and watched the walls collapse

I stand alone and tired

now I want it back

and even if everyone is a liar

I don抰 want to be

within this silent choir

I want to believe

in something

I want to believe in something



When I close my eyes

will they come for me

will you not believe that I

I 抳e learned how to fly

will I still be singing

somewhere in heaven

I wonder if angels can cry

I hope they come for me

I hope I see something

I hope that I

walk into the white light

walk into the white light



I set it all on fire

and watched the walls collapse

I stand alone and tired

now I want it back

even if everyone is a liar

I don抰 want to be

within this silent choir

I want to believe



In something

in something



I want to believe

to believe in something

I said I



I set it all on fire

and watched the walls collapse

I stand alone and tired

now I want it back

and even if everyone is a liar

I don抰 want to be

within this silent choir

I want to believe

I want to believe in something

I want to believe in something

I want to believe in something 

but god closed her eyes

I want to believe in something

I want to believe in something

I want to believe in something 

but god closed her eyes



I want to believe in something

I want to believe in something

I want to believe in something 

but god closed her eyes

we all want to believe in something

I want to believe

in something