Trying to pretend its perfect 

wish that I could run away and hide

in someone else's life 

Feel like I'm 5 and helpless 

Like a child left alone

Crying through the night 



And when you yell at me 

I get scared of you

All I want is to be close to you 

I wish I could tell you the way I feel

But I can't break through



I don't wanna talk about it 

I don't say another word

I've already said too much

Cause you just never seem to get it 

Do you even care how much it hurts?

To hate the one you love 

And I'm just waiting for the day 

when I, when I don't have to 

dig up through the landmines



So afraid if I say the wrong thing 

That your gonna blow up at me 

Till I crumble to the ground

Finally I'm getting stronger 

And if I have to walk away, 

I will, And I won't turn around 



If you saw my tears, 

would you look away?

Hold me close?

Would you beg to stay? 

If I fall apart, 

and let you see inside?

Would you tell me its alright?



I don't wanna talk about it 

I don't say another word

I've already said too much

Cause you just never seem to get it 

Do you even care how much it hurts?

To hate the one you love 

And I'm just waiting for the day 

when I, I don't have to 

dig up through the landmines



How can I be so conflicted?

Your the light and the darkness in my heart

You'll always have a place inside it 

How can loving you be so hard? 

Just want it to be ok 

Someday, Someday....



I don't wanna talk about it 

I don't say another word

I've already said too much

Cause you just never seem to get it 

Do you even care how much it hurts?

To hate the one you love 

And I'm just waiting for the day 

when I, can finally leave all this hurt behind 

So I don't have to dig up through the landmines

I don't have to dig up through the landmines 



Dig up through the landmines