I start to search all the dark places that I have found

All the deep creases in my mind that are torn up somehow 



I want to keep the pace

I want to figure it out

I've got to do it this way 

If I don't, everything's lost 



Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame 

from the torment and pain? 

That you realise that no one's ever been there

Have you ever looked at the violence you hide 

always running inside

You can't escape, it's always been there 



I tear a hole inside me head to let the demons go 

I cut my flesh to purge the hatred from so long ago 



I want to keep the pace

I want to figure it out

I've got to do it this way 

If I don't, everything's lost 



Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame 

from the torment and pain?

That you realise that no one's ever been there 

Have you ever looked at the violence you hide

always running inside

You can't escape, it's always been there 



Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

Close my eyes

I go to sleep

It's always there 

I start to weep 

 

Have you ever really noticed the blanket of shame 

from the torment and pain? 

That you realise that no one's ever been there 

Have you ever looked at the violence you hide 

always running inside

You can't escape, it's always been there