little did I know 
you're my holiday 
the place where I escape 
to forget about how 
I don't see you enough 

to displace the rage 
defuse the urge 
to throw it all away 
and become your slave 

I'll take you holiday 
let's go holiday 

this is not a dark thought, 
not from one who needs 
constant reassurance 
you give me 
the sword an the power 
to slay who I like 
and to be who I like 

and I will be 
the one for you, holiday 
yes I will be 
the one for you, holiday 

where do the arrows point? 
to my holiday 
where do I feel the sun 
in my holiday 
where does 
my hoeart start to beat? 
at the bridge to your eyes 
at the path to your scars 
at the sway 
of your diamond black ocean 

I feel this serene 
when I let myself go 
and give up all control 
and my worn-out desire 
to be free