I lost all my thoughts of angels in an aspirin billboard 

Walking down 16th street, hit the cross street Catatonia 

I wish I had the strength to do your drugs, it must take strength 

This life inside is hard to bring outside 

Now you turn and cross the corner 

Cold sweat, think of what's for dinner 

Think I should be thinking deeper, this is your excuse to go outside 

I'm sick not hungry, sick of people starved for love 

I keep creating errands to take to people to talk to me 

But still nothing human, money changes hands is all 

This world's a broken record skipping on the call with no response 



This is what you've been working towards 

This punishment is your reward 

After all this time...think you'd learn 

When you got your wish bridges were burned 

What are you taking so hard and why? 

And are you giving anything back? 

Misgiving isn't just another form of giving, is it? 

You made your life, now live in it 

Learning how to live without her 

The one who gave you thirty chances 

All of which you promptly blew 

If up to you, you'd die to not offend 

To not offend.