This sickness it burns inside me

It sticks in my throat I'm gonna choke I cannot speak

Besides it runs the fear of the unknown

Could this be some reckoning

Wrath for wrong I've donecomin' back to haunt me

The God I have denied his power shown

But now I can't protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest

I know that this will have it's way with me

For now I choose to go

I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow

Intentions all fall down

My soul has died

Nowthis will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely

If there's a godhe's one I've never seen

& now I just lament

Did not held the threat I played the cards that I've been dealt

Like putting out the fire with gasoline

For when I used I lose won't face the fear of life without something abused

That now I'm forced to find another way

My show your final show

A homicide I tried to warnyou should have known

Now I'll take you with me

Show you my pain

Feed the need it's not greedI figure so what

Can you fix the hole

That resides deep in this gut

I'll fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait

Come & get itcome & get itget some

I feed the need that twists my mind

Time & time again blah blah blah come & get it