Fixing to find you

In this treacherous terrain

There's landslides and landmines

It's a jungle that we made

You're not the king of it no more

I'm not the girl that you'd die for

None of us is better than the other

None of us is better than the other



It draws blood

The sweet sting

But it's the poison that we know

I thank God you found me

And God knows how I'll let you go



Are we a kingdom worth saving

Is it a shadow I'm chasing?

I know I'll never see you in another

You know you'll never see me in another



To lose you, really lose you

I'm gonna have to lose myself

Gonna have to lose myself

No matter how long it'll hurt like this

White knuckle into the apocalypse

Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you



Day flies, and night falls

I break out my artillery

I suit up for night crawls

I go out disguised as me



No matter how much I flaunt it

I can't go home 'cause it's haunted

I don't know if my heart can still afford this

Sleeping in a bed that was our fortress



To lose you, really lose you

I'm gonna have to lose myself

Gonna have to lose myself

No matter how long it'll hurt like this

White knuckle into the apocalypse

Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you



Used to love listening to sad songs

I'd trace my fingers all along

The silver linings

Now I don't listen to sad songs

since my old world's blowing up behind me

It's all for good

A better world will find me



To lose you, really lose you

I'm gonna have to lose myself

Gonna have to lose myself

No matter how long it'll hurt like this

White knuckle into the apocalypse

Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you



No matter how long it'll hurt like this

White knuckle into the apocalypse

Gotta go crazy, crazy to lose you