If I could say everything

Do you know just what I'd say?

I was forced to spend years away

Toying with my troubles

Playing with my pain



All the times you said you cared

They don't mean a thing

Like a bird, I've got to fly

You can't clip my wings



[chorus:]

I'm lost inside myself

Trying to get out of a living hell

I don't feel any love

How could they shove me away?

Thought I was invincible, but I still do break

I'm not asleep, just painfully awake



Everyone in this world paints on a smile

And you pretended to care all of the while

Why do I feel so unloved?

I feel like I'm not good enough



Nothing you can say will mean a thing

All of the times you lied to me

And you made me look like I was mean

For taking back all that you see



[chorus:]

I'm lost inside myself

Trying to get out of a living hell

I don't feel any love

How could they shove me away?

Thought I was invincible, but I still do break

I'm not asleep, just painfully awake



You left me in a mess

You're a devil under that dress

Nobody has seen what I have

You're good side and your bad half

I hope that you will learn

To not be at all like her



[chorus:]

I'm lost inside myself

Trying to get out of a living hell

I don't feel any love

How could they shove me away?

Thought I was invincible, but I still do break

I'm not asleep, just painfully awake



[chorus:]

I'm lost inside myself

Trying to get out of a living hell

I don't feel any love

How could they shove me away?

Thought I was invincible, but I still do break

I'm not asleep, just painfully awake