She will come and she will go

A lesson that I've come to know

I will find my friend, I will find my friend

People change but stay the same

I'm learning how to play the game

Until the bitter end drowning with my friend



I'm not running toward the answers

You would have me find

I'm just looking for a recess in my worried mind

I'm not ready for the end

I'm not ready to begin

I'm not ready for a change

You don't have to fight me

I'm not lookin' for the daylight

Any time to come

I'm not ready yet

I'm not ready for the sun



Seasons come and seasons pass

But I just hide behind my mask

I won't let you in

You are not my friend

Clock keeps ticking all day long

Heart grows weak my urge grows strong

I will find my friend

I'll be whole again



I'm not running toward the answers

You would have me find

I'm just looking for a recess in my worried mind

I'm not ready for the end

I'm not ready to begin

I'm not ready for a change

You don't have to fight me

I'm not lookin' for the daylight

Any time to come

I'm not ready yet

I'm not ready for the sun



Night by night the years go by

And I could never tell you why

I treat myself like this

I keep myself from bliss

I stay young while you grow old

Living out the lies I told

Wallow in my sin

I got old my friend



I'm not ready for the end

I'm not ready to begin

I'm not ready for a change

You don't have to fight me

I'm not lookin' for the daylight

Any time to come

I'm not ready yet

I'm not ready for the sun