Pain, darkness, despair: My life weighs me down. When will I, a righteous man, see

the light that I think I so much deserve? What have I done to be punished this way?

When will my time come? Or will I forever wander in darkness:



Please god help me die!

Help me away from all in this world. 

Don't let me search for death like a lost fucking bird,

If you can't let me into the others happiness.