You wish you were a spider so you could escape
  No matter how hard you try to ignore
  It still has that iron grip around your neck

  And the laughter died, torn from me
  Piece of me missing, mentally lost

  Yet in my dreams, those big eyes protect me
  Leading the way to the safe nest

  When everything has failed, all things come to an end
  It's time to understand your reality check failed
  This deep buried pain, another sleepless night
  There's no easy way out from all your fears

  And the laughter died, torn from me
  Piece of me dead, emotionally fucked

  Yet in my dreams, those big eyes protect me
  Leading the way to the safe nest