Howard Lawrence
Howard Lawrence - Schizophrenia songtekst
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Staring at the mirror I don't even know my own face My mind spinning circles My world filled with empty space The light playing tricks on my sense of time When strangers come up to me I say I'm just fine Who can believe all this straightjacket logic? When people say they're schizophrenic Aren't they neurologic? There's so many of us reeling Wandering around Searching for clarity Focusing on inner sounds If all we need is love What's the fighting all about? They've stacked the cards against us And now they're shaking us down! Crackin up from chronic lack of REM sleep was bound to happen Howlin at the moon Whisper if you catch me nappin I seem to explode at the drop of a hat For no apparent reason So what's up with that? Blame the ugly side effects on all this medication I know I'm only schizophrenic But who needs such aggravation? Freedom is something none of us has So we lie to ourselves Have you ever noticed? They keep me in a lab conducting the most invasive tests My behavior makes them nervous Maybe they've got things to hide? My plan is to check myself out involuntarily Her smile will light my path See, I've done all the higher math? Needing just to be with her without raising expectations One wet kiss would be enough to energize my sensations But then I remember who I really am And the laughing gets the best of me I just don't stand a chance I must not be alone in here Coz even when it's dark This notion that I'm schizophrenic Tells me where to start