sitting and staring
waiting and contemplating
something that stupid
and selfish for nothing

without these scars I'm just as
I'm just as beautiful as
without this hate I'm just as
I'm just as pitiful as
without these scars I'm just as
I'm just as beautiful as
without this hate I'm just so fucking pitiful

I need the smell of cigarettes
I need the sweat to feel
the blood pour from my head
so I know this is real

without these scars I'm just as
I'm just as beautiful as
without this hate I'm just as
I'm just as pitiful as
without these scars I'm just as
I'm just as beautiful as
without this hate I'm just so fucking pitiful

I never thought the taste of metal
could be so inviting
I never thought the taste of metal
could be so inviting
I never thought the taste
I never thought the taste
it could be so fucking divine
it could be so fucking divine

I'm pitiful
I'm beautiful
I'm pitiful
I'm beautiful

deeper deeper 
deeper deeper
deeper deeper 
bury me alive
bury me alive
bury me alive
bury me alive